If I go shopping and don't find nething I really like , then I'm not very happy , how pathetic
is that?!I mean come onnn..and say one of our friends get dumped by their boy/girl friend we
think its a drama , and we feel sorry for them and we can't help that 'cos thats the way we've beenbrought up.But in some places in the world a hell of a lot worse goes on.Every 5 minutes some1 dies of aids in the third world countries , imagine that.I don't know if ne of you watched some comedy on BB1
which showed 2 children a bit younger then us whos mother had died and whos father was dieing
and died a few days after they were filmed , someone asked them how they were , they started crying histericlysaying their mum used to help them but now they had to do everything , and that their father being sick was horrible.I don't usually cry about stuff unless I'm really upset and I swear to you , watching that made me feel terrible , imagine that , losing both your parents in a week.If that happened to us , it would be terrible , but we would still have loads of relations and friends who I'm sure would be willing to help , so next time you think about how terrible your life is , think about those kids.Obviously we've always known this kind of thing has been happening , but recently even more people diedthrough that disaster because of the earthquake which made massive waves , really amazingly strong , I don't know if you knowanyone who was affected by that , but one thing that happened was when the wave came , this man grabbed his wife as she flew off , but the baby's crib flew off , with the baby in it .The mother went back to her home country but the father stayedto find his child , he eventually found his poor baby of 11 months , dead after looknig in lots of horrible morgues.
Say what you want , that I'm a crap person , WATEVER YOU WANT , cos I really don't care , it might hurt for a second, but thats nothing ,compared to what some people
have to go through everyday, you can go bringing up that every1 hates me , well actually THEY DON'T I know tht , well my good friends don't and thts all I care about , I don't care about what the people who don't no me think.Before I really thought I had a bad life , but its not bad ,I have everything I could ever want.
Thankyou SO much for reading this , you don't know what that means to me.


